Well yesterday was one of those days when you have been sick for days and you realize days have gone by and you just let them slip by...........and I went in to Abbys playroom and she was quietly coloring in her coloring book and I just sat there soooooo proud. I looked at my baby and how she is 21 months and her favorite activities are coloring and reading and I guess it made me feel better and made me feel like I'm not such a bad mom after all. Even though she is in that stage were everything is about throwing fits and yelling about everything she is such a great little person and I am so blessed to have her in my life.

Our trip to Disneyland

We bought annual passes to Disneyland which is alot for a 21 month old but we have too much fun!!! We went for our anniversary and had a ball........we plan to go again soon. I am getting ready to potty train Abby I think she is ready.....wish me luck, I will keep everyone posted I'm sure you will be on pins and needles...LOLOLOL.

Getting older.........

Well you just don't think about sickness and death when you are younger.....but then you grow up and it happens all around you and really don't know what to do? You always think that won't happen to me or anyone I love but it does and some can't be helped and some can......
My grandfather is extremely sick from smoking...... my mother has skin cancer from being in the sun every chance she got and I keep thinking how sad I would be to not have either of them in my life. I am going to see my grandfather very soon because I don't know how much time he has but I know I need to see him and appreciate the time I can have with him while he is still around. I have had the people closest to me lose alot, my best friend lost her whole family, my husband lost his father, grandfather and the hardest his younger brother and I know this sounds like such a downer but I just want everyone to think which I think we get sooo busy with everything in our life that we forget to just stop and appreciate!! Just needed to get that off my chest :-)

Something new!!!!

Well I was sent a blogger page from a friend to see someones page I had not seen in about 20 yrs. Needless to say she looked the same. But I thought wow what a great way to be creative and let friends and family see what is up in your life etc........ I have a myspace page but not very many people I would like to go on do so I thought how about this. Even if it is just me doing this for me it will be fun..... so I shall get started.

Abby and me at Disneyland in March 2007, she loves those sunglasses!!!!!