REUNION.......

Ok.........so I have my 20 yr reunion coming August 4th. I am extremely sad that it is the same night as Harvest, we were so looking forward to seeing one of our favorites POD!!!!!!!!! But when I thought about it, I can see them anytime BUT I will not get another chance for a 20 yr reunion. I am also sad that I am pregnant while going, I'm sure I will be the only 38 yr old there pregnant with twins LOL :-).
Do I have a lot of close friends going, NO! But do I have people I really liked and would have loved to keep in touch with, YES! I think what made me feel in the beginning like I did not want to go is, first my best friend is a year younger then me so she was not in my class. Second, I had a boyfriend all thru high school that was in my class so I spent every minute with him, and of course Eric Somers.........
who I had a very close friendship after high school. But it brings me to the thought of "well I never put myself out there enough to really make great friends, people in my grade who I could have in my life forever........". That makes me sad,
because most of my closest friends are from when I was young, Evie I have been friends with over 30 years, Wendy about 27 years, Jen about 25 years...... those are the most meaningful friendship that have been in my life for years. I do have newer friends that mean the world to me, Treena!! But my point being I wish I felt the overjoyed feeling of seeing these people I was so close to again, but really I am going with the thought of I really want to see these people I don't know so well and see if I connect with them. But to be totally honest the main reason I am going is because I think I portrayed a not so nice person, and there are some people I would like to know me NOW and not think that is who I really am. I ultimately do not want anyone to feel negative of me. So with that said I will be going, and I am very excited to go to Sharons before and get to know the girls again. I think we are all going to have a blast!!!!!!!

Abbys 2nd birthday party..

Ok, well I think I figured out how to get pictures in order. I will have to try it out next time LOL. This was Abbys 2nd birthday party, these are the roses her daddy got her for her special day!!

This is Abby and her Elmo cake. I know I make cakes yet I bought hers, but I was not up for standing for hours to make her one so I got this one and she loved it!!! Too bad she does not like cake,LOL. She did try to blow the candles out, it was very cute.

We had a Elmo pinata, Abby went first then the other kids. My nephew Michael finally broke it!!! The kids loved all the candy Abby and daddy stuffed in it.

So this is Abby opening her presents with her grandma, she received alot of Elmo gifts, 2 cars etc. She was getting tired of opening them she wanted to play with them,LOL.

This was such a great day, but boy was I glad it was over. I plan for months and spend so much it is silly, but as long as we all have fun, it is worth it. This is Abby on my moms lap opening present after present....... alot of Elmo stuff, which she loves!!! We all hung out in the backyard, Michael swam and the kids played on the playground. Over all it was a busy but fun day. Now we just have a couple birthday parties but other then that we can relax, until the baby shower :-)..............

HAPPY 2ND BIRTHDAY ABIGAIL ELISE...

Wow, to think it was 2 years ago today that I finally gave birth after 4 days of labor... To also think we had tried for 11 years to have her. With everyday that goes by I love her more and more, if that is possible. She is such a great little girl which makes me sad to say because I always call her my baby :-( Now she is sooo

big and smart. For her birthday today we are going to go to Chuckie Cheese with her cake and have some fun, then saturday we will have a party with lots of swimming and fun!!!!! So to my baby girl Abigail HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY ANGEL!!